I don't like to bring attention to myself for things I have nothing to do with really. However, today, Dec 16th, I turn 21. No I don't drink so I will not be getting wasted.
However, I want a place to re-cap what these 21 years have taught me personally. Firstly, the weight of the world does not rest on my shoulders, so I need to stop being so goddamn anxious all the time. Secondly, no, a little unplanned adventure into Philly won't end up with me being mugged or killed. Thirdly, just because you have class doesn't mean you can't finish that roach beforehand. They DO know you're high, and they DO envy you.
Nah but seriously, I'll be really honest with you all, since I trust and respect you all here. When I joined this fourm, I was in sumemr school for failing math in my sophmore year of high school. That was 2013. Obama was president, and I didn't even have my first kiss yet. I also, more importantly, had some serious therapy I was going through to deal with severe bullying I suffered throughout my childhood. I didn't recognise what I should have though, because to admit I have depression and anxiety was too much for me. I felt like I was a pussy, or less than a man, for having it. Only emo kids have depression, I thought. (well it turns out I am emo too). I, now-a-days, regularly battle bouts of sadness and anxiety, but it's just how I am for now. I hope that by this time next year, I will be happier, more educated about myself and academically, and more accomplished than ever.
Thank you all so much for accepting me as I am, and I love you all. I'll return you to our normal programming.
Merry Christmas by the way!